If I were give a portion of my reading over the last 1+ year one (unintentional) theme, it would be Mark 9:24, “I believe. Help my belief.”
For the longest time, I was ashamed of my questions and questioning, but the more I’ve read and pondered and talked with Jesus, I think there is no one safer to question with than God himself. I have not doubted Jesus or the gospel, but I have found myself doubting some of what was passed off as doctrine, theology, “the way we do things,” and the grave question of, “Are you doubting the holy word of God?”
No. Not that.
So this is to my readers that are in a season of doubt, questions, or simply trying to make sense of something that you haven’t been allowed to really think through before.
Check out one of these books and both realize that you aren’t alone in your doubts and feelings of inadequacy for having these questions. And may you find your heart moved ever closer to Jesus as you pour out your heart before the only One who can really handle the weight of these questions.
After Doubt (A.J. Swoboda)––this is probably my book of the year for 2023. So, so good. So pastoral, so helpful. Five stars.
Surprised by Oxford (Carolyn Weber)––what a wonderful memoir from someone who refused to “just believe,” but when she did, it was real and deep and beautiful.
Beholding (Strahan Coleman)–– just behold Jesus and enjoy being in his presence. Changed my relationship with prayer.
A Curious Faith (Lore Wilbert)––she is my favorite! Ever since reading her first book, Handle with Care, I have been helped by her blog.
Faith Unraveled (Rachel Held Evans)––although I do not agree with her on everything in this book, I am grateful that so many years ago she began to ask the questions my generation didn’t feel they could or should.